Jen's Song

He told me to wait, that we would have the rest of our lives.
It’s not too late, for me to finally open my eyes.
Then why do I give in, again, to this feeling inside?
I lie to myself that every thing, is still all right.

I follow right upon his heels, when I really want to lead.
I fulfill all his needs, but I still want or so it seems.
I want to run, I want to scream, I want him to be the one for me.
I want to laugh, I want to cry,
I want him to be my earth, my wind, my sky.
I want him to be….

I waited for a change, an indication of what was to come.
I wanted him to say, that I was the only one.
I saw things ever static, never changing, no matter what we want,
But for me things weren’t the same, and now they’re all wrong.

I follow right upon his heels, when I really want to lead.
I fulfill all his needs, but I still want or so it seems.
I want to run, I want to scream, I want him to be the one for me.
I want to laugh, I want to cry,
I want him to be my earth, my wind, my sky.
I want him to be….

I want to run, I want to scream, I want him to be the one for me.
I want to laugh, I want to cry,
I want him to be my earth, my wind, my sky.
I want him to be….
I want him to be….
I want him to be….